complicated

is so just complicated xia....me, my feeling....

the mos complicated is feeling....i hate it most when is like tis....
the feeling i having today....so damn hate it....

down and emo...haizz....

i think is impossible....i think...nono....is IT IMPOSSIBLE....people gt bf edi d liao....how can i suppose to do tat wor...haiz...F*ck my feeling

scare that....i wont be seeing her too much anymore if i wan to give up this feeling on her....is the same always happen....poeple i like not success into a relationship.....in the end....to be truth.....is i advoided them in order to forget the feeling....i just scare i do tat too her too....=`(



That alls....today i think so much much things....haiz...might sleep early....

fed up of something too....nabeh

An unusual day....

Today....i`m totally diffrent....quite down? mayb.....it happen when i arrived in library nia...at first i sms `some1`....but she bo reply....u know what i do???....

I go search possiblity places she may went.....so first i went to wan chai, not there, next scr, not there too, then finally tun jugah....saw tio her when first step into the food court...and i turn back....heart beating fast...donoe y....then go in again....then go order my food lo...then starting that time i think i so down liao....then i sat alone beside the window watching people....sky and building....and thinking of myslef....OMG that how pathetic am i...haiz...feel like wan crying out loud that time...haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Donoe what really up wif me....mayb thinking too much things bout her lo....haiz...u c...i`m a stupid and bai chi d guy.....because of a girl....i become like tis xia...but my true feeling....had fallen too deep toward her edi....=( i hope this wont be a problem or anything to burden her....

haizzzzzzzz.....i saw some1 post something on facebook....it was...每个女生都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友。。。guess i`m of them...ha ha...

To be truth....i scared after she read it..........she tense and stress ltr about it...irrelevent to exam...haiz...i just hope tis wont be pressure on her....=(





P/S:i just hope she will be happy everday and cheerful and wish her good luck on her exam....=)


writing tis out make me relieved a bit xia....haha

To You~=)

This post is for some1 for is concern....hey.....dun like tat o.....i`m always here for u xia...noe u are under pressure of studies and many things.....but dun give urself too much pressure...i let u noe i`m always here for u d and support u always and guide u mayb?.......=).....haha><...Cheers...=)

P/S:I hope after u read this post is actually happy and in a good mood...=) and i think i might said too much ...=X

and although is quite a simple post but it came from the deep of my heart xia....haha=D

and and....haha...i think i was crazy or out of my mind when i wrote this....because u noe la u noe la....=D

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well...i`m being cruel to a girl today....

so something happen...and i dun wan talk much bout it...

so result...we broke up and i`m single...haha

feel moody le...

well...ok la...wish her happy also and we can be friends again...

Change~

For the post below...is how i feel that day....i just need to express it out loud....haizz....after i make that post?....am i the only have mistake?...i admit i have.....i just so angry that time...so it might just came out from my head all that...burst it all out....

these days i`m just feeling too agrresive and angry....so u ppl dun mind what i done....and try to forgive me...cuz i tried to supress my anger....but sometime is too hard for me to supress.....i tried it once...

It was long long time ago...when i was a little devil in the family....ahahaha....my mum told me that....i threw my sis out from stairs...OMG...i dun even rmb that...hahaha...

but after fews years....getting older...i always bully my sis....i might been a bad brother....hhahaha....there once time...i was so crazy....i nearly kill myself....(reason cant be told)....just because of playful....nabeh....now wont la....hahaha

but i dun like people fucking around wif me....one day they might die ended in a place whr i donoe oso.....hahahaha...just joking...

For what i heard......people usually said alot bad things bout me todays....its ok..let them be....when i was middle school....i just like a saint to them...ahahaha.......

just recap for all those memories....is good to be with that memories again....plus...i also need to say these to ma frens ba....

SORRY,MY FRIENDS.....

forgiveness will lead u to heaven...LOL

hahaha...that all....ciao



P/S to pass by person:i think u wan fucking around with me?....of cuz i respect ma frens...and i love being with them...=)

so sad~

I`m so freaking sad....my fren all of them go kch fes oso no call me...reason is....today morning i alone standing at the back LOOK LIKE AN EMO.....so they din ask me lo....CUZ I~M LOOK LIKE AN EMO THR ALONE.....

I`M JUST FREAKING BORED THR.....NOT EMOING...WTF

I really cry when writing this...althought u ppl dun believe me...

eventhough i stand at thr....CANT ASK D MEH.....I care alot bout ur guys....

but tat nite...we talk bout badminton on this saturday.....

then someone say i bully them cuz they dun have transport.... i said on saturday nite is because darren can only go on that time...like that suak lo....

Today i feel really the first time i so sad bout this....IT feel like been `Betrayed`(not really).....

i might saying 气话...but is truth... linda chat wif me....and she gave me opinion..sort of calming me down....thx linda jie jie...=)

I might take this as a lesson and an experience and take it to my deepest memory......

eventhough sometime i really do look crazy and childish.....but actually i`m not feeling too good bout it....like sometime i`m not talking or having some gloomy face...i`m not emo...I`m JUST bored and need someone to comfort and confront me......

i`m also sorry i say like this...i just need sometime to express my feeling out loud...=D

ITS ALIVE....

haha...i finally update my blog le...i change my template for a new things...

haha...well...i so long no update cuz i dun have any idea to write...haha

but now...inspiration come le...haha....

now i added a music player....i hope ur guys can enjoy it...hehe...especially the first and second track....it is so nice..=)

but for now...i will update something soon....ciao