so sad~

I`m so freaking sad....my fren all of them go kch fes oso no call me...reason is....today morning i alone standing at the back LOOK LIKE AN EMO.....so they din ask me lo....CUZ I~M LOOK LIKE AN EMO THR ALONE.....

I`M JUST FREAKING BORED THR.....NOT EMOING...WTF

I really cry when writing this...althought u ppl dun believe me...

eventhough i stand at thr....CANT ASK D MEH.....I care alot bout ur guys....

but tat nite...we talk bout badminton on this saturday.....

then someone say i bully them cuz they dun have transport.... i said on saturday nite is because darren can only go on that time...like that suak lo....

Today i feel really the first time i so sad bout this....IT feel like been `Betrayed`(not really).....

i might saying 气话...but is truth... linda chat wif me....and she gave me opinion..sort of calming me down....thx linda jie jie...=)

I might take this as a lesson and an experience and take it to my deepest memory......

eventhough sometime i really do look crazy and childish.....but actually i`m not feeling too good bout it....like sometime i`m not talking or having some gloomy face...i`m not emo...I`m JUST bored and need someone to comfort and confront me......

i`m also sorry i say like this...i just need sometime to express my feeling out loud...=D